Sunrise has Yet to Come

What a wonderful new distraction. A renewed dream but also a reoccurring nightmare. I thought I was looking at the slowly dying embers from a fire that I never got to experience. I felt like i was switching the radio and only catching the last few notes of a favourite song. But maybe this is the complete opposite, Maybe these are the shooting stars that proceed the meteor shower. Maybe I am only seeing the pilot episode. Unfortunately the best thing I can do for you right now is lie. The last thing you need to know is the truth. The truth could probably make my dreams come true, but it wouldn't last. It never seems to last when it's too easy. This looks like a movie, but forever in Hollywood is not long enough for me. As the sun sets on a dark lake my honesty dies with it. Somehow it is easier to be vulnerable in the dark. To not face an expression of judgement. In the darkness these words are enough to hide the truth in my eyes. Like a chess match, white leads, black follows. Sunrise, sunset. Light will return. I'm not sure what it will bring. Your move. All will be revealed at the sunrise.