Internal Argument

I'm seriously considering trying something new. I'm intensely debating attempting something I've never done before. Something that, in the past I have been openly against. It's not so much that I considered it to be wrong. It's just not "my way of doing things". Well, now I'm re-evaluating. I probably won't do anything in the imminent future, my decision making process takes a long time. But despite my opinions up until now, waiting has not always been the best answer. Sometimes one has to take a risk, jump off a cliff, so to speak. Sometimes one has to make a choice based on good judgement and hope for the best. I often let possible cons outweigh the pros. I think we all do that though. We let that one negative comment affect our day. We let our fears hold us back. We allow that one nagging doubt to disrupt everything. We can't see something therefore we claim it doesn't exist. We don't understand something therefore we assume it is a lie, or else it is impossible to understand. I'm going to try something new. I'm going to hope for the best. Maybe this is one of those "finding yourself" moments. Maybe this is crazy. Maybe one day soon I'll find out which.