I Think I've Heard That One Before

Ther are times when i feel like a song on repeat. the same feelings and events continually replaying to someone's twisted amusement. My life is a sonatnt deja vu, one familiar scene bleeding into the next. The similiarity of the phrases I keep hearing are almost comical. It's my own private joke, but it's beginning to get a little old. Is there somethign I have yet to learn from these few, singular reoccurances? Something I didn't catch in the last 4 re-runs. There are only so many times one must be outcast before they learn to stand on their own two feet. When enough people are tethered to me, pulling in different directions, I have only one choice to survive; turn into the solid anchor. As God gives and takes away time and time again, I realize that this is all temporary. A heart only needs to be broken once before a person realizes that emotional pain cripples a hundred times more than physical pain. I've heard enough lies by now to understand the importance of questioning every 'truth'. Have I not learned all these lessons? Though I suppose at this point, one more repetition will cause minimal additional harm.