I Am Feeling Fine

I haven't really gotten any answers. I don't know any more than I used to. But somehow I'm okay with that now. I can't define this, I don't know what I want, or what I expect. But somehow I'm comfortable in this turmoil. I don't need to know everything right now. The possibilities keep me company. I know that this feeling is new for me, a feeling I didn't realized existed until now. It feels like I'm inside this windowless box, completely alone. But it's not scary, or claustrophobic, or lonely. It's actually nice, I'm completely at ease in the solitude. Then quietly I hear this knocking, and a door suddenly appears. Soft knocking, coming from the other side of the door. Somehow I just know that the door is unlocked and I can open it if I want to. But the knocking isn't impatient or demanding immediate attention. Whoever's out there isn't in a hurry. And I'm in no rush to leave either. But I know that if and when I open that door, it'll all still be okay. Now how does one put all that into one word? I am feeling hopeful, I am feeling peaceful, I am feeling fine.