Just Putting it Out There

So, I really thought I was over you, like over a year ago. But apparently, I'm sorta not, but I sorta have to be because it sorta doesn't make a difference. I was getting to the point where all the lingering feelings where gone and everything began to feel normal. Now, I don't know what to think, or feel and a whole bunch of whys keep building up. It's different this time, less intimidating this time, but I still don't think its the right time. It never really is though is it? There will never be that absolute clarity, there will never be a point in time where everything just lines up perfectly and minds are crystal clear. It doesn't happen that way, and I don't think this can happen right now. But it's not all about me anymore and I guess it never was. It all rests on your choices, and if you can't choose me, then I understand.