Who We Really Are

Now is not the time to start being honest. Now is not the time to start showing people who you really are. For now you can only continue to portray the lie. For now you have to live with yourself, whether or not you want to live at all. The blame from death itself would be put on you, and as there is no insurance coverage, no one would benefit from your suicide. This twisted world doesn't care if you're the person you're meant to be, and it's unlikely you'll ever get the chance to try to be that person now. Second chances seem to be limited, and reserved for those who deserve them, namely, no one. And wouldn't it be a shame to take advantage of this precious resource of second chances only to find out that the real you is worse than the fake one? I think pretending to be someone can eventually turn you into that person anyways. So what the point if there's no difference, and you find out that you're the same person you're pretending to be.